my first blog

Here i am sitting in front of the computer and looking through an empty screen. Im having hard time thinking of what would I write on this blog. Im not really good at formulating a good topic to share or discuss when it comes to writing because honestly, I don’t really like essay writing activities or the like ever since the day I started going to school.. I am also not comfortable of the fact that somebody would have to read my compositions for I have the feeling of having readers who love to criticize my works which is totally normal then my composition would turn out to be loaded of grammatical errors and having a nonsense topic and the readers would think that the writer is somehow stupid or what. But then no matter how uncomfortable I am with this thing, I would still post something every now and then for me to pass this course. well, I just hope that I would get used to it and I somehow wish that they wont waste time reading my blogs.. by the way, this is my first time to blog